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"Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It's a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary. Impossible is nothing."
-Muhammad Ali

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

My story


I started out as a club soccer player. I had been playing soccer competitively all my life until I discovered my talent for running. I spent countless hours a day trying to make myself a better soccer player; speed training, spinning classes at the gym, pilates, plyos, etc. I had dreams of playing soccer in college and eventually becoming a professional. Looking back on those dreams now, they seem foolish but at the time they made perfect sense. It wasn't until my freshman year of high school I was forced to open my eyes to the reality of the situation.

I was a very skilled soccer player; quick to the ball, attentive, had good footwork, and had very good endurance. As much as I tried to convince myself that soccer wasn't about size or strength, I lost almost every tackle and just couldn't keep up with the other girls physically. I was hurt when I only made the junior varsity soccer team at Great Oak my freshman year. Frustrated, I decided to try track and field after much persuading from a couple of the girls on my soccer team and the track coach. It was one of the best decisions that I have ever made in my life.


My freshman year of track and field, I set the girls freshman mile record at 5:21 and the school record in the 2 mile at 11:12. I was so happy that I had finally found my sport and running quickly became a huge part of my life. I liked running because it gave me something to feel good about; it was a feeling that no one could take away from me. I didn't have any coaches telling me that I wasn't good enough or big enough to make varsity; I simply lined up and let my times prove that I belonged. I couldn't have asked for a better freshman year. I had a coach that believed in me and a team that really loved me. Despite all of my achievements academically and athletically, I struggled to take care of myself and ended up suffering the consequences.

I became extremely sick during the summer going into my sophomore year. I was forced to take a year off of school and running and it was heartbreaking. Although I was able to realize that I needed to focus on my health, it was tough to sit and watch from the sidelines. I felt like I had let down my teammates when they needed me the most. It was a tough year to say the least; but in that year I spent taking care of myself, I learned how strong and determined I really was. I knew that if I was ever going to finish a race again, I would have to make it to the starting line. With the support of my family, friends, teammates, and coaches, I was able to run again and go back to school for my junior year.

It has been a long and slow journey. I can't say that I am at the place I would like to be in terms of running, or know that I am capable of, but I can say that I continue to work hard every day in hopes that I will get there eventually. I am proud of myself for overcoming the things that I have and even if I don't run the times I did my freshman year, I am happy because I know that I have given it my best effort. I have improved tremendously since my junior year of high school and I know it will only get better from here.

I can't wait to see what the University of La Verne has in store for me! And for all the Great Oak runners' that aspire to run at the next level, I hope that you continue to follow your dreams like I have. My best advice to you all would be to stay focused and realize that running isn't a perfect sport; if you give every practice, every workout, every race the best you can possibly give, you can't ask for any more of yourself!


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