I feel like that one word sums up how I feel about my track season so far. It is hard to remain positive and to still have faith in my ability to run a fast 5k when my times haven't been nearly up to par with my expectations. I don't know if I am just not capable of running fast anymore, or if I am simply setting myself up for failure when I tell myself that I want to go sub 18. I thought it was possible; but at this point in the season, it seems like a far-fetched and ridiculous dream.
This post is short and sweet, because frankly, I am frustrated and disappointed. And I feel like this is just going to be one of those pathetic ranting/venting posts if I continue. I am also pretty sure that most of you reading could care less so I am going to end it here. Hopefully things get better. And hopefully my track season starts picking up speed. Until then, I am going to try and focus on classes and finishing my sophomore year of college on a good note.
